Wednesday, July 19, 2006

i am not so skinny

I lied. But I'm not so fat either. I used to be skinnier, but then I had a baby and she made me fat. Now she prefers my husband to me and it doesn't seem right. I hope she inherits my fat gene.

I would say that I'm on a diet, but I'm not. I've given up my diet habit. I'm making a LIFESTYLE CHANGE. I am going to EAT IN MODERATION. I'm going to exercise not to lose weight, but to FEEL GOOD. My focus is not going to be on my dress size, but on my HEALTH.

I will be doing none of those things. I'm on a diet. I am focused on losing 20 pounds before my 35th birthday--9 short weeks away. My goal is to do the absolute least that I can possibly do to get there. I want to exercise as little as I have to. I want to eat as much as I can, and I want to give up very little, if possible.

This will be a record of my success or failure.

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